Maybe It's You (Maybe Not ...)

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME I ACTUALLY HAD SEX ...?!!!

It has been a long long while and to say that I am lonely would be an extreme understatement. Sometimes I feel that I am really missing the gay gene that determines the high sexual drive and sluttiness I have observed in far too many other gay men. Why have I been able to go for long periods of time without caving in to the need of random sex? Whis is my norm for regular sex (when I am actually getting laid) less frequent than several times a day or many days during the week, like some gay guys tell me is their norm?!!!

Recently I had an audition for a gay part on PARADISE FALLS a few days ago. I think they're gonna give it to this rail-thin Don McKellar wannabe. My reading was off. Didn't feel too good about life that day. Don't reckon I'll be getting a call back ...

Think it's time to look-up some old contacts.