Starstruck?

As time goes on, and one thing leads to another, as is always in life (follow?), I dig down deep inside of myself and wonder what the hell this life is all about, anyway! Recent weekend editions of Larry King Live have been about the Afterlife and the existence of God. Sadly, still there seem to be more questions asked then answered ... I like Larry's show, but don't watch it that often. Usually, I forget to turn to CNN ... He had cutie gay actor Chad Allen (Dr. Quinn Medicine Woman, Our House), along with Linda Dano and others on last week on the subject of DEPRESSION ... and as always, Linda Dano moved me almost to tears. It's just the actresses' honesty plus her physical and spiritual BEAUTY .... You'd swear she just reaches right out of the television and touches you, so sicere she is. I may write her or write about her one of these days. Her husband and mother's death's were one-after-the-other and this was the beginning of her depression, but I tell you, Ms Dano and Mr. cutie made me feel less alone by admitting their bouts with depression.

The Way I Feel

Spent the evening at the library -- between doing 2 yrs worth of taxes and email checking and MSN Messengering with Lou and the Former Drug Captain whom, it turns out, has already moved out of town. Not much to report otherwise. Same ole same ole, except for Men's Health getting me to subscribe again on-line. I'm really trying to loose the love handles this time ... Need to get laid. Soon won't be quick enough.

Met a real cutie blonde boy right after doing taxes, as fate would have it. But of course, we did not exchange names or numbers -- certainly not saliva or semen (he he)! He ws really tall and thin. Sort'a reminded me of Vince, this guy I know whom I supposed to be making a film with but never end up connecting with.

AT HOME

The headache of living in the basement has really been prominant of late. Who would have thought that Bobby from Wesphal would be living atop me?!